Beauty

What is Beauty? Beauty is the crimson leaf that flutters to the ground after working so hard all year for the tree it so loves. Beauty is the fire fly glowing for a mate, searching for it's love. Beauty is the smile of a wee man child when he sees his mother first thing in the morning. Beauty is that last moment spent with the one you love before they travel the road before you to your maker. Beauty doesn't belong to fashion or styles or fads. True beauty belongs to life, to the little things that bring joy and a better tomorrow. Beauty is the sun rise on a new day that you know will bring all the hopes you ever wished because your willing to Hope.

Hurting and Healing

I'm Hurting today. I don't know what is the matter with me. It just seems like I can't feel good. I know I'm tired but that's no excuse for feeling like I don't care about life. I don't understand me. Why can't I stay happy. Why am I so depressed with my life. Why can't I keep up. It seems like the day starts and I have a big list of what I'm going to do and I get one thing done. So tomorrow my list will not only have what I needed to do today but all the things I needed to do all the other days. I'm also feeling anxiety. Over what I'm not sure but it's like the world is crushing down on me and telling me that it's going to destroy what I have worked so hard to create. One day I hope to reach out of all this darkness and obtain eternal light. Until then it's one foot in front of the other, day after day, week after week, year after year. Father in Heaven please send Jesus back soon. We can't go on like this for much longer.