I'm Hurting today. I don't know what is the matter with me. It just seems like I can't feel good. I know I'm tired but that's no excuse for feeling like I don't care about life. I don't understand me. Why can't I stay happy. Why am I so depressed with my life. Why can't I keep up. It seems like the day starts and I have a big list of what I'm going to do and I get one thing done. So tomorrow my list will not only have what I needed to do today but all the things I needed to do all the other days. I'm also feeling anxiety. Over what I'm not sure but it's like the world is crushing down on me and telling me that it's going to destroy what I have worked so hard to create. One day I hope to reach out of all this darkness and obtain eternal light. Until then it's one foot in front of the other, day after day, week after week, year after year. Father in Heaven please send Jesus back soon. We can't go on like this for much longer.
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